Monday, February 2, 2009

Btown

So Nadine called yesterday and she told me that H&M have a lot of cool clothes and i should check out the one in Boston. That's the plan for today then

Going into the city, hope to find some cool clothes, and enjoy some coffee at Starbucks.

Wish me luck!

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Blahblahblah

I know its been quite some time since I've written, but honestly, there has not been too many interesting things to say or write about.

It's that period of the year where nothing stands out, its cold and bitter, and the only goal is to get through the day and back into a warm bed.

Anyone reading this, is probably nodding their head, understanding the constant battle against the cold. Or maybe its just me and a select few. This is my least favorite season. I don't really do any winter activities so its really just a pain for me. The only thing i enjoy is the winter fashion, all the layers. But other than that, i hate it.

I had midterms this week, and i don't think i did really well at all. Oh well, its not like any of my colleges are going to see the grades for it. Speaking of which, i am still waiting for my letters..i won't know till the end of February or early march.

I finally told applebees I'm not working 5 to 6 days a week. I told them i can only work three at the most, so now I'm not slaving my life a way at the place.

Ive got 130 bucks and I'm in the mood to blow it all. I need some shopping therapy, valentine's day is approaching and to no surprise, i don't have someone to celebrate it with. Third year in a row counting. Fucking A

I want a boyfriend. I'm sick of being single, it sucks a lot. So any suitors out there looking for someone, I'm your girl!

Well anyways, work today. No one will be there because of Superbowl. But now i leave you so i can go for a run.


Sweden is coming, got to look lean

Monday, January 19, 2009

SVENSKAAAAA

I BOUGHT MY TICKET TO SWEDEN

I DEPART APRIL 22 2009
I ARRIVE APRIL 23 2009

I HAVE THE BEST FUCKING TEN DAYS OF MY LIFE

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Dreadful Weekend

This weekend has been absolutely terrible.

Friday i got really sick, school was fine but it went down hill once i got home. My mom was going to buy my ticket to Sweden so i was really excited, and she said i could leave on Monday before vacation, so i would miss a whole week of school. I couldn't be happier, i thought i was going to have to beg. So the excitement deluded the feeling of dread that i had to go to work for 6 hours.

Work was okay, i just felt so tired and sick..and cold. As usual. I come home, in a rush to go pick up my friend but my parents want to talk about the Swedish trip. When my dad hears that i am going to leave Monday he freaks out. And then argument escalates to my mom screaming at me, and he calls me an asshole, they disconnect my phone and take away my car keys.

They are fucking out of their minds. But it gets worse.

The next day we are fighting all morning because i am still pissed and they want me to apologize. But I'm sick of just rolling over like a dog and letting them think they have complete control over me. I am not going to give in to them just so they are satisfied.

So i skipped work yesterday. My mom was going to drive me but i was just so pissed off i told her to stop the car and i walked back home, we were only have way down my street so it wasn't a big deal. And then i went inside and locked myself in the bathroom and just cried. I cried about everything- the frustration with dealing with my parents, being sick, being stuck in a job that i don't like and the fact i work so much, the cold winter, the overwhelming feeling of being alone and having no one on my side, just everything. I stayed in there for two hours and then i came out and just passed out of exhaustion.

And then my dad is trying to be all buddy buddy with me. What does he expect??? I'm going to be all happy go lucky with them when they make my life even more difficult than it already is?

I have work today too. But I'm still contemplating on whether to show up. If its even worth it because I'm probably going to get fired. Or not. I have no idea. They didn't call so maybe they assumed i wasn't working..I don't know. And I'm not even sure i want to work there. They work me 6 days of week and i don't have a life anymore. I cant remember the last time i got to hang out with my friends. So i have four hours to decide.

But i still have no phone, car, or anything.

Life is grand

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Poker Face

That's right. She's coming. House of Blues. March 30th

LADY GAGA!!!!!


I am buying the tickets first thing Saturday morning they go on sale. Three- me Matt and Dave of course. My two new favorite partners in crime. It's going to be so much fun but it's awhile off..

In till then have to come with new ways to preoccupy myself. Working and school seem to fill that void. Still waiting to here from colleges..should know by February. Hopefully.

I've been having really bizarre dreams lately.

First night...I am sky diving and i have a snake in my hand and it keeps snapping at me trying to bite me. When i land on the ground it wraps around my wrist and squeezes wicked hard. I am wicked uncomfortable and trying to find someone to help me. Then i had another dream that night where me Matt and Dave are swimming in some lagoon or something, and i need to take a breath of air but Matt and Dave think its funny to keep tugging me farther down. The more i beg for the breath, the farther they tug me. Then they realize they need a breath too and we kind of just drown..but we all get saved. And then i take third person perspective and watch my self unconscious waiting to be given CPR

Weird right?? Next one is even more bizarre

I need to go talk to my government teacher to give him a check or something and he steps really close to me and says something and then tries to go down my shirt, very aggressively. I freak and swat him off and run into my old English teacher's office. I look back and he walks away like nothing happened. My English teacher gives me a hug and says she understands what happened.
Then it switches to me waiting for a train or subway and there is a group of guys. They hand me a joint and i get really high. Then I'm at my English teachers house and i am trying to avoid her so she won't know that i am high.

What the fuck does all this mean??

Friday, January 2, 2009

New Years Eve

Don't you love those days when you wake up in the morning, and don't anticipate at all where you'll end up that night? Those days where you get totally blind sighted and the most random and craziest things happen? I have had a few of them, they are completely unique, and new years eve was one of them.

The day was typical, but still great in the same. My uncle, his fiance, and i layed out by the pool for a few hours. We were staying at the Fountain Bleau which is one of nicest hotels in Miami. P Diddy, Jaime Foxx, Maroon 5, and a bunch of other stars were staying there as well so this place was pretty ritzy. I also went for a 6 mile jog along the board walk and strip and it was so much fun. I love people watching and i was completely distracted the whole time i ran, weather was perfect too.

I walked around south beach and celebrated the new years there and then went back to the hotel and got to go to the hotel's huge new years eve party. The coverage charge to get in was 200 bucks but i got to take my Nana's ticket and go. It was crazy.

Open Bar, serving P Diddy's Ciroc vodka, Maroon 5 playing, and then a famous DJ from NYC called DJ Berry. The music was amazing, the most beautiful people in Miami were there, and we were having the best time.

We met really cool people from Sweden and some people from Canada. We partied all night long together.

Compared to the parties around here, it just makes me take a step back and realize how lame they are!!! People around here go in a cold basement, grab a deck of cards, and play boring drinking games all night and get drunk.

Coming home depresses me because i have to do this boring routine in till the next vacation. I miss the people i met, and all the fun there is to be had. I think i might apply to a school in Miami just because it was so much fun. Expensive though, 2 drinks cost us 50 bucks! However one night we went to a bar where a beer cost a quarter. We must of gotten 40 all together and it only cost 6 dollars!!!

Some other activities in Miami:
Hukka bar
Mohitos at the Atlantic
renting a cabana and drinking all night
drinks at the Tides
South Beach
Running every day
pool side
Single Ladies <3
Emergency food
Board walk, sober and soaked
Pizza Bar
jumping in the ocean of course
pre gaming in our room, getting ready and dancing around
people watching, cruising around Miami
drinking wine and talking all night out on our balcony
Blue Bar..L.I.V too
laughing all night with Matt and Dave <3 class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">haha..but other then that, i got to go into any club or bar and drink..it's bizarre because around here they are so strict! You can't go out anywhere. I also look a bit older so that might be a factor too.

I can't even explain or go into much detail about everything that happened because there was just too much..and i don't think you would believe me so I'm not going to waste too much time.

I love Miami and can't wait to go back!!
Next trip???

STOCKHOLM AND ITALY!!!!

Friday, December 19, 2008

Snow Storm On A Friday Night




So I'm trapped in for the night, and I'm browsing fashion street blogs. I'm on StockholmStreetStyle and look who i find. That's right! My best friend in whoooole world =D

And she's shutting it down (as usual). Love the tights and jacket.


I was supposed to go shopping today but of course there was a snow storm so now i think i have to wait till Tuesday unless i want to go tomorrow but i don't really think i want to since i am going into work at 3. GAY!!!!


I didn't get home till 11 last night so i was a zombie in school today, but three cups of coffee helps. A little.


I just glanced out the window and its still coming down pretty bad. Sigh


Might take a peek in my closet..I've wanted to take some pictures of some outfits and get some input but never got round to it. Guess now is a good chance?