So Nadine called yesterday and she told me that H&M have a lot of cool clothes and i should check out the one in Boston. That's the plan for today then
Going into the city, hope to find some cool clothes, and enjoy some coffee at Starbucks.
Wish me luck!
Monday, February 2, 2009
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Blahblahblah
I know its been quite some time since I've written, but honestly, there has not been too many interesting things to say or write about.
It's that period of the year where nothing stands out, its cold and bitter, and the only goal is to get through the day and back into a warm bed.
Anyone reading this, is probably nodding their head, understanding the constant battle against the cold. Or maybe its just me and a select few. This is my least favorite season. I don't really do any winter activities so its really just a pain for me. The only thing i enjoy is the winter fashion, all the layers. But other than that, i hate it.
I had midterms this week, and i don't think i did really well at all. Oh well, its not like any of my colleges are going to see the grades for it. Speaking of which, i am still waiting for my letters..i won't know till the end of February or early march.
I finally told applebees I'm not working 5 to 6 days a week. I told them i can only work three at the most, so now I'm not slaving my life a way at the place.
Ive got 130 bucks and I'm in the mood to blow it all. I need some shopping therapy, valentine's day is approaching and to no surprise, i don't have someone to celebrate it with. Third year in a row counting. Fucking A
I want a boyfriend. I'm sick of being single, it sucks a lot. So any suitors out there looking for someone, I'm your girl!
Well anyways, work today. No one will be there because of Superbowl. But now i leave you so i can go for a run.
Sweden is coming, got to look lean
It's that period of the year where nothing stands out, its cold and bitter, and the only goal is to get through the day and back into a warm bed.
Anyone reading this, is probably nodding their head, understanding the constant battle against the cold. Or maybe its just me and a select few. This is my least favorite season. I don't really do any winter activities so its really just a pain for me. The only thing i enjoy is the winter fashion, all the layers. But other than that, i hate it.
I had midterms this week, and i don't think i did really well at all. Oh well, its not like any of my colleges are going to see the grades for it. Speaking of which, i am still waiting for my letters..i won't know till the end of February or early march.
I finally told applebees I'm not working 5 to 6 days a week. I told them i can only work three at the most, so now I'm not slaving my life a way at the place.
Ive got 130 bucks and I'm in the mood to blow it all. I need some shopping therapy, valentine's day is approaching and to no surprise, i don't have someone to celebrate it with. Third year in a row counting. Fucking A
I want a boyfriend. I'm sick of being single, it sucks a lot. So any suitors out there looking for someone, I'm your girl!
Well anyways, work today. No one will be there because of Superbowl. But now i leave you so i can go for a run.
Sweden is coming, got to look lean
Monday, January 19, 2009
SVENSKAAAAA
I BOUGHT MY TICKET TO SWEDEN
I DEPART APRIL 22 2009
I ARRIVE APRIL 23 2009
I HAVE THE BEST FUCKING TEN DAYS OF MY LIFE
I DEPART APRIL 22 2009
I ARRIVE APRIL 23 2009
I HAVE THE BEST FUCKING TEN DAYS OF MY LIFE
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Dreadful Weekend
This weekend has been absolutely terrible.
Friday i got really sick, school was fine but it went down hill once i got home. My mom was going to buy my ticket to Sweden so i was really excited, and she said i could leave on Monday before vacation, so i would miss a whole week of school. I couldn't be happier, i thought i was going to have to beg. So the excitement deluded the feeling of dread that i had to go to work for 6 hours.
Work was okay, i just felt so tired and sick..and cold. As usual. I come home, in a rush to go pick up my friend but my parents want to talk about the Swedish trip. When my dad hears that i am going to leave Monday he freaks out. And then argument escalates to my mom screaming at me, and he calls me an asshole, they disconnect my phone and take away my car keys.
They are fucking out of their minds. But it gets worse.
The next day we are fighting all morning because i am still pissed and they want me to apologize. But I'm sick of just rolling over like a dog and letting them think they have complete control over me. I am not going to give in to them just so they are satisfied.
So i skipped work yesterday. My mom was going to drive me but i was just so pissed off i told her to stop the car and i walked back home, we were only have way down my street so it wasn't a big deal. And then i went inside and locked myself in the bathroom and just cried. I cried about everything- the frustration with dealing with my parents, being sick, being stuck in a job that i don't like and the fact i work so much, the cold winter, the overwhelming feeling of being alone and having no one on my side, just everything. I stayed in there for two hours and then i came out and just passed out of exhaustion.
And then my dad is trying to be all buddy buddy with me. What does he expect??? I'm going to be all happy go lucky with them when they make my life even more difficult than it already is?
I have work today too. But I'm still contemplating on whether to show up. If its even worth it because I'm probably going to get fired. Or not. I have no idea. They didn't call so maybe they assumed i wasn't working..I don't know. And I'm not even sure i want to work there. They work me 6 days of week and i don't have a life anymore. I cant remember the last time i got to hang out with my friends. So i have four hours to decide.
But i still have no phone, car, or anything.
Life is grand
Friday i got really sick, school was fine but it went down hill once i got home. My mom was going to buy my ticket to Sweden so i was really excited, and she said i could leave on Monday before vacation, so i would miss a whole week of school. I couldn't be happier, i thought i was going to have to beg. So the excitement deluded the feeling of dread that i had to go to work for 6 hours.
Work was okay, i just felt so tired and sick..and cold. As usual. I come home, in a rush to go pick up my friend but my parents want to talk about the Swedish trip. When my dad hears that i am going to leave Monday he freaks out. And then argument escalates to my mom screaming at me, and he calls me an asshole, they disconnect my phone and take away my car keys.
They are fucking out of their minds. But it gets worse.
The next day we are fighting all morning because i am still pissed and they want me to apologize. But I'm sick of just rolling over like a dog and letting them think they have complete control over me. I am not going to give in to them just so they are satisfied.
So i skipped work yesterday. My mom was going to drive me but i was just so pissed off i told her to stop the car and i walked back home, we were only have way down my street so it wasn't a big deal. And then i went inside and locked myself in the bathroom and just cried. I cried about everything- the frustration with dealing with my parents, being sick, being stuck in a job that i don't like and the fact i work so much, the cold winter, the overwhelming feeling of being alone and having no one on my side, just everything. I stayed in there for two hours and then i came out and just passed out of exhaustion.
And then my dad is trying to be all buddy buddy with me. What does he expect??? I'm going to be all happy go lucky with them when they make my life even more difficult than it already is?
I have work today too. But I'm still contemplating on whether to show up. If its even worth it because I'm probably going to get fired. Or not. I have no idea. They didn't call so maybe they assumed i wasn't working..I don't know. And I'm not even sure i want to work there. They work me 6 days of week and i don't have a life anymore. I cant remember the last time i got to hang out with my friends. So i have four hours to decide.
But i still have no phone, car, or anything.
Life is grand
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Poker Face
That's right. She's coming. House of Blues. March 30th
LADY GAGA!!!!!
I am buying the tickets first thing Saturday morning they go on sale. Three- me Matt and Dave of course. My two new favorite partners in crime. It's going to be so much fun but it's awhile off..
In till then have to come with new ways to preoccupy myself. Working and school seem to fill that void. Still waiting to here from colleges..should know by February. Hopefully.
I've been having really bizarre dreams lately.
First night...I am sky diving and i have a snake in my hand and it keeps snapping at me trying to bite me. When i land on the ground it wraps around my wrist and squeezes wicked hard. I am wicked uncomfortable and trying to find someone to help me. Then i had another dream that night where me Matt and Dave are swimming in some lagoon or something, and i need to take a breath of air but Matt and Dave think its funny to keep tugging me farther down. The more i beg for the breath, the farther they tug me. Then they realize they need a breath too and we kind of just drown..but we all get saved. And then i take third person perspective and watch my self unconscious waiting to be given CPR
Weird right?? Next one is even more bizarre
I need to go talk to my government teacher to give him a check or something and he steps really close to me and says something and then tries to go down my shirt, very aggressively. I freak and swat him off and run into my old English teacher's office. I look back and he walks away like nothing happened. My English teacher gives me a hug and says she understands what happened.
Then it switches to me waiting for a train or subway and there is a group of guys. They hand me a joint and i get really high. Then I'm at my English teachers house and i am trying to avoid her so she won't know that i am high.
What the fuck does all this mean??
LADY GAGA!!!!!
I am buying the tickets first thing Saturday morning they go on sale. Three- me Matt and Dave of course. My two new favorite partners in crime. It's going to be so much fun but it's awhile off..
In till then have to come with new ways to preoccupy myself. Working and school seem to fill that void. Still waiting to here from colleges..should know by February. Hopefully.
I've been having really bizarre dreams lately.
First night...I am sky diving and i have a snake in my hand and it keeps snapping at me trying to bite me. When i land on the ground it wraps around my wrist and squeezes wicked hard. I am wicked uncomfortable and trying to find someone to help me. Then i had another dream that night where me Matt and Dave are swimming in some lagoon or something, and i need to take a breath of air but Matt and Dave think its funny to keep tugging me farther down. The more i beg for the breath, the farther they tug me. Then they realize they need a breath too and we kind of just drown..but we all get saved. And then i take third person perspective and watch my self unconscious waiting to be given CPR
Weird right?? Next one is even more bizarre
I need to go talk to my government teacher to give him a check or something and he steps really close to me and says something and then tries to go down my shirt, very aggressively. I freak and swat him off and run into my old English teacher's office. I look back and he walks away like nothing happened. My English teacher gives me a hug and says she understands what happened.
Then it switches to me waiting for a train or subway and there is a group of guys. They hand me a joint and i get really high. Then I'm at my English teachers house and i am trying to avoid her so she won't know that i am high.
What the fuck does all this mean??
Friday, January 2, 2009
New Years Eve
Don't you love those days when you wake up in the morning, and don't anticipate at all where you'll end up that night? Those days where you get totally blind sighted and the most random and craziest things happen? I have had a few of them, they are completely unique, and new years eve was one of them.
The day was typical, but still great in the same. My uncle, his fiance, and i layed out by the pool for a few hours. We were staying at the Fountain Bleau which is one of nicest hotels in Miami. P Diddy, Jaime Foxx, Maroon 5, and a bunch of other stars were staying there as well so this place was pretty ritzy. I also went for a 6 mile jog along the board walk and strip and it was so much fun. I love people watching and i was completely distracted the whole time i ran, weather was perfect too.
I walked around south beach and celebrated the new years there and then went back to the hotel and got to go to the hotel's huge new years eve party. The coverage charge to get in was 200 bucks but i got to take my Nana's ticket and go. It was crazy.
Open Bar, serving P Diddy's Ciroc vodka, Maroon 5 playing, and then a famous DJ from NYC called DJ Berry. The music was amazing, the most beautiful people in Miami were there, and we were having the best time.
We met really cool people from Sweden and some people from Canada. We partied all night long together.
Compared to the parties around here, it just makes me take a step back and realize how lame they are!!! People around here go in a cold basement, grab a deck of cards, and play boring drinking games all night and get drunk.
Coming home depresses me because i have to do this boring routine in till the next vacation. I miss the people i met, and all the fun there is to be had. I think i might apply to a school in Miami just because it was so much fun. Expensive though, 2 drinks cost us 50 bucks! However one night we went to a bar where a beer cost a quarter. We must of gotten 40 all together and it only cost 6 dollars!!!
Some other activities in Miami:
Hukka bar
Mohitos at the Atlantic
renting a cabana and drinking all night
drinks at the Tides
South Beach
Running every day
pool side
Single Ladies <3
Emergency food
Board walk, sober and soaked
Pizza Bar
jumping in the ocean of course
pre gaming in our room, getting ready and dancing around
people watching, cruising around Miami
drinking wine and talking all night out on our balcony
Blue Bar..L.I.V too
laughing all night with Matt and Dave <3 class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">haha..but other then that, i got to go into any club or bar and drink..it's bizarre because around here they are so strict! You can't go out anywhere. I also look a bit older so that might be a factor too.
I can't even explain or go into much detail about everything that happened because there was just too much..and i don't think you would believe me so I'm not going to waste too much time.
I love Miami and can't wait to go back!!
Next trip???
STOCKHOLM AND ITALY!!!!
The day was typical, but still great in the same. My uncle, his fiance, and i layed out by the pool for a few hours. We were staying at the Fountain Bleau which is one of nicest hotels in Miami. P Diddy, Jaime Foxx, Maroon 5, and a bunch of other stars were staying there as well so this place was pretty ritzy. I also went for a 6 mile jog along the board walk and strip and it was so much fun. I love people watching and i was completely distracted the whole time i ran, weather was perfect too.
I walked around south beach and celebrated the new years there and then went back to the hotel and got to go to the hotel's huge new years eve party. The coverage charge to get in was 200 bucks but i got to take my Nana's ticket and go. It was crazy.
Open Bar, serving P Diddy's Ciroc vodka, Maroon 5 playing, and then a famous DJ from NYC called DJ Berry. The music was amazing, the most beautiful people in Miami were there, and we were having the best time.
We met really cool people from Sweden and some people from Canada. We partied all night long together.
Compared to the parties around here, it just makes me take a step back and realize how lame they are!!! People around here go in a cold basement, grab a deck of cards, and play boring drinking games all night and get drunk.
Coming home depresses me because i have to do this boring routine in till the next vacation. I miss the people i met, and all the fun there is to be had. I think i might apply to a school in Miami just because it was so much fun. Expensive though, 2 drinks cost us 50 bucks! However one night we went to a bar where a beer cost a quarter. We must of gotten 40 all together and it only cost 6 dollars!!!
Some other activities in Miami:
Hukka bar
Mohitos at the Atlantic
renting a cabana and drinking all night
drinks at the Tides
South Beach
Running every day
pool side
Single Ladies <3
Emergency food
Board walk, sober and soaked
Pizza Bar
jumping in the ocean of course
pre gaming in our room, getting ready and dancing around
people watching, cruising around Miami
drinking wine and talking all night out on our balcony
Blue Bar..L.I.V too
laughing all night with Matt and Dave <3 class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">haha..but other then that, i got to go into any club or bar and drink..it's bizarre because around here they are so strict! You can't go out anywhere. I also look a bit older so that might be a factor too.
I can't even explain or go into much detail about everything that happened because there was just too much..and i don't think you would believe me so I'm not going to waste too much time.
I love Miami and can't wait to go back!!
Next trip???
STOCKHOLM AND ITALY!!!!
Friday, December 19, 2008
Snow Storm On A Friday Night

So I'm trapped in for the night, and I'm browsing fashion street blogs. I'm on StockholmStreetStyle and look who i find. That's right! My best friend in whoooole world =D
And she's shutting it down (as usual). Love the tights and jacket.
I was supposed to go shopping today but of course there was a snow storm so now i think i have to wait till Tuesday unless i want to go tomorrow but i don't really think i want to since i am going into work at 3. GAY!!!!
I didn't get home till 11 last night so i was a zombie in school today, but three cups of coffee helps. A little.
I just glanced out the window and its still coming down pretty bad. Sigh
Might take a peek in my closet..I've wanted to take some pictures of some outfits and get some input but never got round to it. Guess now is a good chance?
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Fuck You Miss!
Tonight. After Work. I am submitting my college applications.
Where to you ask??
Manhattan College. Pace University
I talked to my guidance counselor and he thinks I will get in, seemed very confidant about it.
So now, the stress is finally over. I can take a deep breath. Honestly, i feel like a weight is lifted off of me already. My life in the city seems so much more closer, less surreal. Overall i am in better spirits, but of course the anxiousness has only increased.
My outfit today was sub par. It annoyed me, but i wanted to wear my True Religion jeans really bad, and i only have so much time in the morning to plan an outfit, minutes really. But god i love those jeans! They make my legs look so much skinner and the pockets! That's why they are famous right? But no one noticed at school. "True what?" is that new age theology?
No you fucking idiots!
One more day till Friday which is one more day till i go shopping!!!!!!! Things are looking up!
Anyone heard of that show Summer Side Heights?
Its brilliant. Probably the funniest and smartest show i have seen in a long time. Its on HBO and this guy plays 3 people- a delinquent, a drama teacher, and a prissy transfer student. Its hilarious!!!!! Give it a shot if you have a good sense of humor

Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Dis Moi
Outfit for December 16th 2008
Aldo Black Boots
Express Low rise Skinny Leg Jeans, Black
Over sized black and gray striped sweater Forever 21
Jewelry from Forever 21
I felt fat today. My jeans felt to tight. My stomach overbearing. I wore a big sweater to distract myself from it. I NEED TO GO TO THE GYM
Ever since i started working so much, any time i have a day off I'm too tired or if i have work, there is no time to go unless i wake up at the crack of dawn- which is not happening.
But i am determined to go today. I have been eating pretty good though.
NEW DIET CONSISTS OF:
Fruit
Veg-a-tables
Lean Protein (Fish, and chicken, no dark meat)
Cereal
Cottage Cheese
NO..red meat, bread, spaghetti, anything with carbs basically, and def no sweets or peanut butter.
And lots of coffee.
Its boring but there is no fucking way I'm going to gain weight. i refuse.
if you have noticed, this is a constant obsession for me, so either get use to or stop reading.
We might have a snow day tomorrow, I'm praying to god!! What an easy week it would prove to be..i could finish my Xmas shopping!!! Other then that, nothing much else going on..i need to make an effort to hang out with my friends, I'm lazy though.
That's one of my quirks. If anyone, could be a friend, doesn't make the effort to get a hold of me or anything on that level, i don't really bother. It doesn't bother me really, i kind of just shrug my shoulders and keep living my life. Laissez- Faire Darling. A lot of people are absorbed in this scheme we called high school, I'm not going to claim I'm "above this" but rather, I'm not on the same wavelength. I truly have to put an effort to be interested in what's going on around me, or my friend's lives.
Just haven't found my niche yet. Not here at least. I have had a glimpse of where my interests will thrive, just have to wait i guess...
Aldo Black Boots
Express Low rise Skinny Leg Jeans, Black
Over sized black and gray striped sweater Forever 21
Jewelry from Forever 21
I felt fat today. My jeans felt to tight. My stomach overbearing. I wore a big sweater to distract myself from it. I NEED TO GO TO THE GYM
Ever since i started working so much, any time i have a day off I'm too tired or if i have work, there is no time to go unless i wake up at the crack of dawn- which is not happening.
But i am determined to go today. I have been eating pretty good though.
NEW DIET CONSISTS OF:
Fruit
Veg-a-tables
Lean Protein (Fish, and chicken, no dark meat)
Cereal
Cottage Cheese
NO..red meat, bread, spaghetti, anything with carbs basically, and def no sweets or peanut butter.
And lots of coffee.
Its boring but there is no fucking way I'm going to gain weight. i refuse.
if you have noticed, this is a constant obsession for me, so either get use to or stop reading.
We might have a snow day tomorrow, I'm praying to god!! What an easy week it would prove to be..i could finish my Xmas shopping!!! Other then that, nothing much else going on..i need to make an effort to hang out with my friends, I'm lazy though.
That's one of my quirks. If anyone, could be a friend, doesn't make the effort to get a hold of me or anything on that level, i don't really bother. It doesn't bother me really, i kind of just shrug my shoulders and keep living my life. Laissez- Faire Darling. A lot of people are absorbed in this scheme we called high school, I'm not going to claim I'm "above this" but rather, I'm not on the same wavelength. I truly have to put an effort to be interested in what's going on around me, or my friend's lives.
Just haven't found my niche yet. Not here at least. I have had a glimpse of where my interests will thrive, just have to wait i guess...
Sunday, December 14, 2008
Four Day weekend
No school Friday, and no school Monday!
Someone is looking down on me, and I'm counting my blessings =)
Last night at Applebees was fucking nuts. Every ten minutes, a party of 7 or more came in and demanded food. The other hostess and me wanted to kill ourselves, i have never bussed so many tables in my life! And then a party of, I'm not kidding, 40! came in and wanted to eat, and they were fucking assholes. So i had to wait around till 11 because they kept drinking, they were a bunch of sky divers. Haha but some were really good looking so i had something to stare at..
I came home, ate dinner, and passed the fuck out.
Friday i saw Twilight. It was better than i expected..I'm reading the last book right now and i love it. I wish this wasn't the last one! Those who are other twilight fans, I'm a Jacob lover. I don't know why, but i like him more than Edward. Ed is a pussy who sets no boundaries, I feel like Jacob is a man's man. A real guy. And unpredictable. Only way to be right?
Nadine also called me that night, drunk off her ass. Whats new though right?? haha..i talked to her brother too and he wants to come to my graduation. ( huge sigh) i hope so. we already said the minute i get to Stockholm, I'm changing, saying hi to her parents, and then we are going out and go fucking nuts. They seem just as excited as me.
And oh yeah. I'm going to Italy this summer. So basically i just want the winter to fly by..if i could skip to April, i would. i doubt I'm going to miss any thing too great between December and April, its not like anything happens here!!!!
Today i think I'm going to go shopping with my mom, and then maybe Starbucks to do my homework and read the rest of Breaking Dawn.
Catch ya laterrr =b
Someone is looking down on me, and I'm counting my blessings =)
Last night at Applebees was fucking nuts. Every ten minutes, a party of 7 or more came in and demanded food. The other hostess and me wanted to kill ourselves, i have never bussed so many tables in my life! And then a party of, I'm not kidding, 40! came in and wanted to eat, and they were fucking assholes. So i had to wait around till 11 because they kept drinking, they were a bunch of sky divers. Haha but some were really good looking so i had something to stare at..
I came home, ate dinner, and passed the fuck out.
Friday i saw Twilight. It was better than i expected..I'm reading the last book right now and i love it. I wish this wasn't the last one! Those who are other twilight fans, I'm a Jacob lover. I don't know why, but i like him more than Edward. Ed is a pussy who sets no boundaries, I feel like Jacob is a man's man. A real guy. And unpredictable. Only way to be right?
Nadine also called me that night, drunk off her ass. Whats new though right?? haha..i talked to her brother too and he wants to come to my graduation. ( huge sigh) i hope so. we already said the minute i get to Stockholm, I'm changing, saying hi to her parents, and then we are going out and go fucking nuts. They seem just as excited as me.
And oh yeah. I'm going to Italy this summer. So basically i just want the winter to fly by..if i could skip to April, i would. i doubt I'm going to miss any thing too great between December and April, its not like anything happens here!!!!
Today i think I'm going to go shopping with my mom, and then maybe Starbucks to do my homework and read the rest of Breaking Dawn.
Catch ya laterrr =b
Friday, December 12, 2008
BLACK OUT
Power went out.
Dunno, when..probably during the night. We were going to go stay over in Boston but just as we were leaving, it goes on. Of course right? So my parents went into Boston to see the game and I'm going to the movies later to see twilight with a friend. Yee haw
Got free food at Panera today. I ate a Carmelle pecan brownie. Divine. But now i feel really bad. i hate this, why cant i enjoy anything i eat!!!!! It really sucks, its constant all the time.
But anyways, this week has been the same as last. Worked a lot and was stressed the fuck out about school and applications.
But life goes on. The week coming up is going to be just as bad.
My hero shutting it down on the Brazilian Vogue
Sunday, December 7, 2008
OY!
It's Sunday! (an attempt at enthusiasm)
So the weekend..let's see..
Friday i was "grounded" so i didn't really do anything except sulk and go to bed early for the SATs
Haha and about that, yeah, kind of didn't go. I set my alarm for 6:40..P.M
So it never went off. I woke up around 9 so there was no way i could go. Oh well!!!!!
So i relaxed before work and then went in for about 6 hours i think. Kind of sucked but it went by really fast. Then after i went over a friends house and hung out, i hadn't seen my friends for a few weeks so it was fun. And we lit up. But it sucked because someone does not know how to roll one!!!! I hardly felt it. Then their mom came home, smelt it, so i left because i didn't feel like listening to her bitch.
Today i went and got my Christmas tree =) and went to Panera =) So overall a good day.
I should go to the gym..hm..i might.
Full week of school coming up and lots of work. Can't wait!!!!!!
So the weekend..let's see..
Friday i was "grounded" so i didn't really do anything except sulk and go to bed early for the SATs
Haha and about that, yeah, kind of didn't go. I set my alarm for 6:40..P.M
So it never went off. I woke up around 9 so there was no way i could go. Oh well!!!!!
So i relaxed before work and then went in for about 6 hours i think. Kind of sucked but it went by really fast. Then after i went over a friends house and hung out, i hadn't seen my friends for a few weeks so it was fun. And we lit up. But it sucked because someone does not know how to roll one!!!! I hardly felt it. Then their mom came home, smelt it, so i left because i didn't feel like listening to her bitch.
Today i went and got my Christmas tree =) and went to Panera =) So overall a good day.
I should go to the gym..hm..i might.
Full week of school coming up and lots of work. Can't wait!!!!!!
Friday, December 5, 2008
LOCK DOWN
Well i guess taking a day off from school wasn't a good idea after all. While i was able to catch up on my sleep, catch up with all my classes and center my mind, my parents thought otherwise. They are really pissed because i didn't tell them till today that i didn't go.
Whatever
I'm 18 years old. And i don't give a fuck.
My mom is acting like a little bitch, go ahead..i don't care. I'm not going to be around much longer, so she can waste her time being all dramatic if she wants. Or she could just get over it and realize its not a big deal.
But i think that's asking for too much. Oh well
So i cant do anything tonight. It kind of sucks but we'll see what my dad says when he gets home. I really wanted to go shopping!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Maybe Sunday, because Friday i have SATs and work. Tomorrow is going to really suck, i just want to skip it. So much for a relaxing and fun weekend..
I'm in a bad mood.
But!!! I find this picture on Sartorialist, with a fur vest. and it is at forever 21!!!

THE MINUTE I GET OUT OF THIS HOUSE I AM BUYING IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, December 4, 2008
Oops
So last night at work, i kind of fucked up. Actually i fucked up more than once, i feel like i am making more enemies than friends.
I was in a rush to get to work because i was running late, and i totally cut off the bartender pulling into the parking lot. He slammed on his brakes. i was praying he wasn't one of my coworkers but of course he was.
"So did you not even look??" bartender
" (nervous laugh) eh sorry" me
"yeah i almost hit you!!" bartender
silence
handled that well right?
so then i went into work and stood around for a few hours, sitting people periodically but mostly just standing around. Sometimes texting, because other people have their phones out too so i thought it was cool, but now I'm not sure anymore.
Then my friend came in who i haven't seen or talked to in over a year and i was so excited. The place was dead, so i thought it was okay to sit with her and talk for a little bit. It wasn't.
After they left, one of the waitresses came up to me and said, " Next time your friends come in, you can't sit with them. All of us are really mad at you. You know, your new so you have to watch what you do. Just don't do it again"
I was so embarrassed. I felt terrible because i want to fit in there and become friends with these people and i have set the impression that I'm lazy and god knows what else. I didn't get home till ten and i was exhausted but i couldn't fall asleep till midnight!!!! I woke up this morning, ate breakfast and went back to sleep. And yeah, didn't go to school. I have to go to work today too at 430 and I'm absolutely dreading it. I'm just going to stand there and try not to do anything wrong. I won't have my phone out either because since I'm "new" who knows if it pisses them off.
One of my managers completely ignores me too. Asshole.
I'm going to go take a shower, and catch up with all my homework.
I was in a rush to get to work because i was running late, and i totally cut off the bartender pulling into the parking lot. He slammed on his brakes. i was praying he wasn't one of my coworkers but of course he was.
"So did you not even look??" bartender
" (nervous laugh) eh sorry" me
"yeah i almost hit you!!" bartender
silence
handled that well right?
so then i went into work and stood around for a few hours, sitting people periodically but mostly just standing around. Sometimes texting, because other people have their phones out too so i thought it was cool, but now I'm not sure anymore.
Then my friend came in who i haven't seen or talked to in over a year and i was so excited. The place was dead, so i thought it was okay to sit with her and talk for a little bit. It wasn't.
After they left, one of the waitresses came up to me and said, " Next time your friends come in, you can't sit with them. All of us are really mad at you. You know, your new so you have to watch what you do. Just don't do it again"
I was so embarrassed. I felt terrible because i want to fit in there and become friends with these people and i have set the impression that I'm lazy and god knows what else. I didn't get home till ten and i was exhausted but i couldn't fall asleep till midnight!!!! I woke up this morning, ate breakfast and went back to sleep. And yeah, didn't go to school. I have to go to work today too at 430 and I'm absolutely dreading it. I'm just going to stand there and try not to do anything wrong. I won't have my phone out either because since I'm "new" who knows if it pisses them off.
One of my managers completely ignores me too. Asshole.
I'm going to go take a shower, and catch up with all my homework.
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
If Tyra Banks saw my outfit today she would say,
"Girl, that is fiereceeee!!!"
Yesterday i got inspired. I found this website called http://thesartorialist.blogspot.com/
It is SUCH a good website. Its this guy who takes pictures of people in different cities like NYC, Paris, Stockholm, and Italy. So seeing all these people and great fashion, i decided to take a peek at my parents closet.

"Girl, that is fiereceeee!!!"
Yesterday i got inspired. I found this website called http://thesartorialist.blogspot.com/
It is SUCH a good website. Its this guy who takes pictures of people in different cities like NYC, Paris, Stockholm, and Italy. So seeing all these people and great fashion, i decided to take a peek at my parents closet.


Thats right, i went into the scariest place on earth filled with faded trends and tacky clothes. I knew i could find some gems though. And my intuition proved to be right.
I found this really cool navy blue blazer with gold buttons. It was maybe one size too big but it really worked. I paired it with boat shoes, skinny jeans that i roled up (pulled a Katie Holmes) and an oversized white shirt. Then i wore a gold charm necklace and red earrings. I put on my throwback sunglasses, and i swear to god i could be walking in Rome and fit right in. I looked so European and chic, i wish i could wear it everyday!!
I then took one of my dads shirts and put a brown belt around my waste and i think it looks pretty cool too. especially with black leggings and heels. Might wear it tomorrow, i dunno.
Yesterday had another normal day of school, went to the mall and bought some Guess jeans for work and then went to the gym where i burned over 600 calories! I have been on a fucking roll! But i have to work today so i cant go =/
Hopefully i lose more weight, i think my stomach is getting flatter but it could just be me imagining it or convincing myself. I have been eating good too so maybe some results would be nice???
Talked to Nadine yesterday too for about two hours. We exchanged stories, talk about how much we miss each other, how much fun we are going to have in the spring and new music. The usual but always enjoyable. I love and hate it when she calls. I love talking to her and catching up but i hate it after because i miss her so much and it all comes back. But i have to talk to her, i go crazy after week!!
Getting my check this friday and you know what that means. Kelly is going shopping!!!! Being inspired, i know im going to get a bunch of new cool things.
I have to go get ready for work
See yaa!!!!
I found this really cool navy blue blazer with gold buttons. It was maybe one size too big but it really worked. I paired it with boat shoes, skinny jeans that i roled up (pulled a Katie Holmes) and an oversized white shirt. Then i wore a gold charm necklace and red earrings. I put on my throwback sunglasses, and i swear to god i could be walking in Rome and fit right in. I looked so European and chic, i wish i could wear it everyday!!
I then took one of my dads shirts and put a brown belt around my waste and i think it looks pretty cool too. especially with black leggings and heels. Might wear it tomorrow, i dunno.
Yesterday had another normal day of school, went to the mall and bought some Guess jeans for work and then went to the gym where i burned over 600 calories! I have been on a fucking roll! But i have to work today so i cant go =/
Hopefully i lose more weight, i think my stomach is getting flatter but it could just be me imagining it or convincing myself. I have been eating good too so maybe some results would be nice???
Talked to Nadine yesterday too for about two hours. We exchanged stories, talk about how much we miss each other, how much fun we are going to have in the spring and new music. The usual but always enjoyable. I love and hate it when she calls. I love talking to her and catching up but i hate it after because i miss her so much and it all comes back. But i have to talk to her, i go crazy after week!!
Getting my check this friday and you know what that means. Kelly is going shopping!!!! Being inspired, i know im going to get a bunch of new cool things.
I have to go get ready for work
See yaa!!!!
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Thanksgiving break
Hello to all...
Well. Thanksgiving break, it was definitely more than i expected. i was predicting a relaxing, utterly boring few days out in Ohio, but i luckily got so much more.
We left after school around four and we stopped right outside Worchester to get some dinner and what not. But Tommy locked the keys in the car. So i knew, this trip was off to a great start! We waited around for a bit till triple A or something got our keys out and then we were off
The first day in Ohio was boring, spent time with my grandparents
Thanksgiving was a different story.
My aunt got a new boyfriend,errr lets call him Coon. I liked the way he said
"coon" (raccoon). he said it like coooooon. haha, so anyways..Coon use to be a sailor and he is now a truck driver. Smokes a lot, drinks more, but a nice guy to say the least. Not too bad looking either. So we had dinner, got to know him, and then we started drinking.
And boy did we drink. Especially me. I lost count of how many glasses i had of peach wine, blueberry too! So I'm totally soaked, and so is Coon. And all of sudden, Obama comes up. And that just set him off. he started yelling at me, saying Obama was ruining everything and i was drunk so i was yelling back. And then somehow the conversation turned to me living in new york city next year. He was going on and on about how "you think you know everything" and all that bullshit. And it wasn't just a little bit of preaching, this guy wouldn't shut the fuck up!! So i said," i find it funny you care about my well being so much considering i met you a few hours ago". Whoa, room went a little quiet. i forget his response but he took it further saying if he comes around that way next year, he wants me to show him around. Awkward again yeah??? haha so i just changed the subject and it was smooth in till they left.

That's me, feeling really good =)
And then..the next day. My grandma was under the impression that Coon didn't live with my aunt. WRONG. we went to my aunts house to take the dog out, but really this was my grandmas way of snooping to see if he was there. He was. He looked pretty comfortable too..computer out, ciggs, jacket, and all his other crap. So they are definitely "more than friends". Haha but my grandparents are in denial..my grandmas claims my aunt keeps him at "arms length" Hmm..i would love to see whats the opposite of arms length, because having a guy living with you isn't that big of a distance.
So we went out to dinner, Coon came later and just ran his mouth about wine and some squirrel in my aunt's attic. He's a trip. My parents are nervous he is going to come to my graduation. Now that would be something.. But i got home last night and just relaxed, drove for fourteen hours straight. NEVER AGAIN!
Today i went to the gym..burned 600 calories! GO ME!!
Might go to the mall later, but i need a shower and get my homework done.
Blah..
Now I'm just counting down the days till Christmas because I'm going to Miami! I want to have sleek skinny legs and a kick ass body for the beach. I'm doing good and i think i'll look great if i keep up what im doing.
Well. Thanksgiving break, it was definitely more than i expected. i was predicting a relaxing, utterly boring few days out in Ohio, but i luckily got so much more.
We left after school around four and we stopped right outside Worchester to get some dinner and what not. But Tommy locked the keys in the car. So i knew, this trip was off to a great start! We waited around for a bit till triple A or something got our keys out and then we were off
The first day in Ohio was boring, spent time with my grandparents
Thanksgiving was a different story.
My aunt got a new boyfriend,errr lets call him Coon. I liked the way he said
"coon" (raccoon). he said it like coooooon. haha, so anyways..Coon use to be a sailor and he is now a truck driver. Smokes a lot, drinks more, but a nice guy to say the least. Not too bad looking either. So we had dinner, got to know him, and then we started drinking.
And boy did we drink. Especially me. I lost count of how many glasses i had of peach wine, blueberry too! So I'm totally soaked, and so is Coon. And all of sudden, Obama comes up. And that just set him off. he started yelling at me, saying Obama was ruining everything and i was drunk so i was yelling back. And then somehow the conversation turned to me living in new york city next year. He was going on and on about how "you think you know everything" and all that bullshit. And it wasn't just a little bit of preaching, this guy wouldn't shut the fuck up!! So i said," i find it funny you care about my well being so much considering i met you a few hours ago". Whoa, room went a little quiet. i forget his response but he took it further saying if he comes around that way next year, he wants me to show him around. Awkward again yeah??? haha so i just changed the subject and it was smooth in till they left.

That's me, feeling really good =)
And then..the next day. My grandma was under the impression that Coon didn't live with my aunt. WRONG. we went to my aunts house to take the dog out, but really this was my grandmas way of snooping to see if he was there. He was. He looked pretty comfortable too..computer out, ciggs, jacket, and all his other crap. So they are definitely "more than friends". Haha but my grandparents are in denial..my grandmas claims my aunt keeps him at "arms length" Hmm..i would love to see whats the opposite of arms length, because having a guy living with you isn't that big of a distance.
So we went out to dinner, Coon came later and just ran his mouth about wine and some squirrel in my aunt's attic. He's a trip. My parents are nervous he is going to come to my graduation. Now that would be something.. But i got home last night and just relaxed, drove for fourteen hours straight. NEVER AGAIN!
Today i went to the gym..burned 600 calories! GO ME!!
Might go to the mall later, but i need a shower and get my homework done.
Blah..
Now I'm just counting down the days till Christmas because I'm going to Miami! I want to have sleek skinny legs and a kick ass body for the beach. I'm doing good and i think i'll look great if i keep up what im doing.
Sunday, November 23, 2008
APPLE WHORE
So pretty much i worked my ass off this weekend!!!!
Friday- School all day. Then after i met my Nana at Panera to pick up soup and grab a bite to eat. Then rush to the mall to get a black blouse and shoes for work. Then rushed home, ate, and went to work. Didn't get home till ten and just took a shower and passed out.
Saturday- Woke up and then went to UNH to pick up my brother for his birthday party that i didn't even get to attend because i had to work!! lame =/ so i went to work which was wicked busy and after came home and had some chicken and..cake (gasp) i tried to hang out with Mr.pukey, but i couldn't do it. So i just was pissed off for awhile and went to bed.
Sunday- Talked to Nadine on the phone for over two hours. She filled me in about her crush on a Vincent Chase look a like. And i told her about how miserable Hudson is. We then talked about all the stuff we are going to do when i come visit her for my spring break.
And then i thought
i want to spend my summer in Greece. I'll save up for a ticket and go work there for the summer. i mean how hard could it be?? Nadine is going to do it. and i don't to be stuck in this town for another fucking summer. no way!!! so this week i have school for two days then road trip to Ohio
yippee
new music- electric feel by mgmt.
fucking cant stop playing it
has a fresh and chic sound.
tomorrow i want to channel my inner go go dancer for school
should turn a few heads =b
Friday- School all day. Then after i met my Nana at Panera to pick up soup and grab a bite to eat. Then rush to the mall to get a black blouse and shoes for work. Then rushed home, ate, and went to work. Didn't get home till ten and just took a shower and passed out.
Saturday- Woke up and then went to UNH to pick up my brother for his birthday party that i didn't even get to attend because i had to work!! lame =/ so i went to work which was wicked busy and after came home and had some chicken and..cake (gasp) i tried to hang out with Mr.pukey, but i couldn't do it. So i just was pissed off for awhile and went to bed.
Sunday- Talked to Nadine on the phone for over two hours. She filled me in about her crush on a Vincent Chase look a like. And i told her about how miserable Hudson is. We then talked about all the stuff we are going to do when i come visit her for my spring break.
And then i thought
i want to spend my summer in Greece. I'll save up for a ticket and go work there for the summer. i mean how hard could it be?? Nadine is going to do it. and i don't to be stuck in this town for another fucking summer. no way!!! so this week i have school for two days then road trip to Ohio
yippee
new music- electric feel by mgmt.
fucking cant stop playing it
has a fresh and chic sound.
tomorrow i want to channel my inner go go dancer for school
should turn a few heads =b
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Its A FREEZING DAY
Outfit for November 20th
~Red Nine West flats
~ Express Skinny Leg Jeans
~ Forever 21 Black and White ruffled Blouse
~ H&M Leather Jacket
So Wednesday? Went to school, was exhausted all day because i had a coffee way to late that day and was up wicked late. Picked up my senior pictures and came home, and went to asleep. Woke up around 6:30 and went out to dinner with my parents. I ate salmon and broccoli, pretty healthy. Came home and went to sleep haha..so yesterday was pretty uneventful. However i did get offered a job at UNO's but Applebees called too so i decided to go with Apple!!
I have orientation today at 4 so i have to go get ready pretty sooooon
Nothing else really going on??? Going to the gym after work today (feels good to say that) to burn some calories bitches!! i feel fat today.
~Red Nine West flats
~ Express Skinny Leg Jeans
~ Forever 21 Black and White ruffled Blouse
~ H&M Leather Jacket
So Wednesday? Went to school, was exhausted all day because i had a coffee way to late that day and was up wicked late. Picked up my senior pictures and came home, and went to asleep. Woke up around 6:30 and went out to dinner with my parents. I ate salmon and broccoli, pretty healthy. Came home and went to sleep haha..so yesterday was pretty uneventful. However i did get offered a job at UNO's but Applebees called too so i decided to go with Apple!!
I have orientation today at 4 so i have to go get ready pretty sooooon
Nothing else really going on??? Going to the gym after work today (feels good to say that) to burn some calories bitches!! i feel fat today.
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Windy Tuesday
Outfit for November 18 2008
~Black flats with gold and white belt from Forever 21
~Tan and brown pin stripe pants form the gap, wide leg
~ Tan sweater
~ brown scarf i picked up at canal street in NYC
~ brown glasses, I'm in the intellectual mood
Today feels awfully familiar..hmm..maybe because it was just like yesterday!!!!
French, remember that quiz? bombed it. i guess I'm really not that good with my pronouns, or should i say pronoms, as i thought. Independent Living was a joke as usual. The rest of the day proved to be rather pointless, but hey, one more day down right? Trying to stay positive here!!
I ate a semi healthy lunch..soup and a sandwich. can't go wrong there right?
Last night i went to the gym and ran for four miles and walked one and a half. Burning over 600 calories, go Kelly!!!!!!!!
Today i have snuggled up, dodging the frosty cold. I am going to see if i can squander a few bucks out of my mom so i can get a coffee and go do my homework at Starbucks since i just checked my bank account and I'm in the negatives..eeeegh
If not, ill enjoy my coffee and homework here. though i would rather scope out my cafe to see if i can brush up against any cute stylish boys. tragically doubtful..
Then off to the gym my lazy comrades!! Where I'll burn off calories and get nice and lean for Miami. Miami you ask?? That's right, I'M GOING TO FUCKING MIAMI FOR CHRISTMAS AND NEW YEARS!!!
Hopefully some thing fantastic happens. No. It will happen. I am going to make it happen. Being the kind of girl i am, you don't let opportunities like this just simply pass by. Got to take advantage of it.
I'll be sporting my Guess bikini with champagne in one hand and my Vogue magazine in the other, soaking up the suns rays and daydreaming about the drunken escapades i got into the night before.
In till then, i am counting down the days!
Ciao Bella!
~Black flats with gold and white belt from Forever 21
~Tan and brown pin stripe pants form the gap, wide leg
~ Tan sweater
~ brown scarf i picked up at canal street in NYC
~ brown glasses, I'm in the intellectual mood
Today feels awfully familiar..hmm..maybe because it was just like yesterday!!!!
French, remember that quiz? bombed it. i guess I'm really not that good with my pronouns, or should i say pronoms, as i thought. Independent Living was a joke as usual. The rest of the day proved to be rather pointless, but hey, one more day down right? Trying to stay positive here!!
I ate a semi healthy lunch..soup and a sandwich. can't go wrong there right?
Last night i went to the gym and ran for four miles and walked one and a half. Burning over 600 calories, go Kelly!!!!!!!!
Today i have snuggled up, dodging the frosty cold. I am going to see if i can squander a few bucks out of my mom so i can get a coffee and go do my homework at Starbucks since i just checked my bank account and I'm in the negatives..eeeegh
If not, ill enjoy my coffee and homework here. though i would rather scope out my cafe to see if i can brush up against any cute stylish boys. tragically doubtful..
Then off to the gym my lazy comrades!! Where I'll burn off calories and get nice and lean for Miami. Miami you ask?? That's right, I'M GOING TO FUCKING MIAMI FOR CHRISTMAS AND NEW YEARS!!!
Hopefully some thing fantastic happens. No. It will happen. I am going to make it happen. Being the kind of girl i am, you don't let opportunities like this just simply pass by. Got to take advantage of it.
I'll be sporting my Guess bikini with champagne in one hand and my Vogue magazine in the other, soaking up the suns rays and daydreaming about the drunken escapades i got into the night before.
In till then, i am counting down the days!
Ciao Bella!
Monday, November 17, 2008
MondayMondayMonday
Outfit for November 17 2008:
Nine West black flats
skinny leg Express jeans
black and silver striped blouse
black vest
black rimed glasses (felt like looking smart)
So today was a normal monday as usual. French first period. Took a quiz on pronouns, i think i did pretty good. Independent living was pointless as usual. My teacher is so engulfed in her own little world we just sit there and listen to her rave about cache or her dance classes. She is such a stuck up bitch its not even funny, she shouldnt be a teacher. The only knowledge she has to pass on is her ill informed views and tango skills. Lunch i had a sandwich and a luna bar..would have eaten yogurt but they didnt have any!!! fucking a so i shoved 4.5 grams of fat down my throat. oops! goverment was a drag as usual. english was entertaining, we all did an exaggerated boast about out lives and it proved to be wicked funny. Foodworks was boring! And now i am home waiting for my best friend to call me.
Nadine.
Oh nadine, the greatest friend i have ever had. But she is all the way in sweden. She lived with me for my junior year and it was so much fun. But i get to visit her for spring break and its going to be fucking unbelievable!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so yeah, im waiting to talk to her and then do my homework..go to the gym..eat dinner..and then go to bed. whoo hooooo what a great day yeah?
Amy winehouse went on a rant yesterday..thought it was funny!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gv8zZgDmgtI
Nine West black flats
skinny leg Express jeans
black and silver striped blouse
black vest
black rimed glasses (felt like looking smart)
So today was a normal monday as usual. French first period. Took a quiz on pronouns, i think i did pretty good. Independent living was pointless as usual. My teacher is so engulfed in her own little world we just sit there and listen to her rave about cache or her dance classes. She is such a stuck up bitch its not even funny, she shouldnt be a teacher. The only knowledge she has to pass on is her ill informed views and tango skills. Lunch i had a sandwich and a luna bar..would have eaten yogurt but they didnt have any!!! fucking a so i shoved 4.5 grams of fat down my throat. oops! goverment was a drag as usual. english was entertaining, we all did an exaggerated boast about out lives and it proved to be wicked funny. Foodworks was boring! And now i am home waiting for my best friend to call me.
Nadine.
Oh nadine, the greatest friend i have ever had. But she is all the way in sweden. She lived with me for my junior year and it was so much fun. But i get to visit her for spring break and its going to be fucking unbelievable!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so yeah, im waiting to talk to her and then do my homework..go to the gym..eat dinner..and then go to bed. whoo hooooo what a great day yeah?
Amy winehouse went on a rant yesterday..thought it was funny!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gv8zZgDmgtI
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