Snow Storm On A Friday Night

So I'm trapped in for the night, and I'm browsing fashion street blogs. I'm on StockholmStreetStyle and look who i find. That's right! My best friend in whoooole world =D

And she's shutting it down (as usual). Love the tights and jacket.

I was supposed to go shopping today but of course there was a snow storm so now i think i have to wait till Tuesday unless i want to go tomorrow but i don't really think i want to since i am going into work at 3. GAY!!!!

I didn't get home till 11 last night so i was a zombie in school today, but three cups of coffee helps. A little.

I just glanced out the window and its still coming down pretty bad. Sigh

Might take a peek in my closet..I've wanted to take some pictures of some outfits and get some input but never got round to it. Guess now is a good chance?

Fuck You Miss!

Tonight. After Work. I am submitting my college applications.

Where to you ask??

Manhattan College. Pace University

I talked to my guidance counselor and he thinks I will get in, seemed very confidant about it.

So now, the stress is finally over. I can take a deep breath. Honestly, i feel like a weight is lifted off of me already. My life in the city seems so much more closer, less surreal. Overall i am in better spirits, but of course the anxiousness has only increased.

My outfit today was sub par. It annoyed me, but i wanted to wear my True Religion jeans really bad, and i only have so much time in the morning to plan an outfit, minutes really. But god i love those jeans! They make my legs look so much skinner and the pockets! That's why they are famous right? But no one noticed at school. "True what?" is that new age theology?

No you fucking idiots!

One more day till Friday which is one more day till i go shopping!!!!!!! Things are looking up!

Anyone heard of that show Summer Side Heights?

Its brilliant. Probably the funniest and smartest show i have seen in a long time. Its on HBO and this guy plays 3 people- a delinquent, a drama teacher, and a prissy transfer student. Its hilarious!!!!! Give it a shot if you have a good sense of humor

Dis Moi

Outfit for December 16th 2008

Aldo Black Boots
Express Low rise Skinny Leg Jeans, Black
Over sized black and gray striped sweater Forever 21
Jewelry from Forever 21

I felt fat today. My jeans felt to tight. My stomach overbearing. I wore a big sweater to distract myself from it. I NEED TO GO TO THE GYM

Ever since i started working so much, any time i have a day off I'm too tired or if i have work, there is no time to go unless i wake up at the crack of dawn- which is not happening.

But i am determined to go today. I have been eating pretty good though.

NEW DIET CONSISTS OF:
Fruit
Veg-a-tables
Lean Protein (Fish, and chicken, no dark meat)
Cereal
Cottage Cheese

NO..red meat, bread, spaghetti, anything with carbs basically, and def no sweets or peanut butter.

And lots of coffee.

Its boring but there is no fucking way I'm going to gain weight. i refuse.

if you have noticed, this is a constant obsession for me, so either get use to or stop reading.

We might have a snow day tomorrow, I'm praying to god!! What an easy week it would prove to be..i could finish my Xmas shopping!!! Other then that, nothing much else going on..i need to make an effort to hang out with my friends, I'm lazy though.

That's one of my quirks. If anyone, could be a friend, doesn't make the effort to get a hold of me or anything on that level, i don't really bother. It doesn't bother me really, i kind of just shrug my shoulders and keep living my life. Laissez- Faire Darling. A lot of people are absorbed in this scheme we called high school, I'm not going to claim I'm "above this" but rather, I'm not on the same wavelength. I truly have to put an effort to be interested in what's going on around me, or my friend's lives.

Just haven't found my niche yet. Not here at least. I have had a glimpse of where my interests will thrive, just have to wait i guess...

Four Day weekend

No school Friday, and no school Monday!
Someone is looking down on me, and I'm counting my blessings =)

Last night at Applebees was fucking nuts. Every ten minutes, a party of 7 or more came in and demanded food. The other hostess and me wanted to kill ourselves, i have never bussed so many tables in my life! And then a party of, I'm not kidding, 40! came in and wanted to eat, and they were fucking assholes. So i had to wait around till 11 because they kept drinking, they were a bunch of sky divers. Haha but some were really good looking so i had something to stare at..

I came home, ate dinner, and passed the fuck out.

Friday i saw Twilight. It was better than i expected..I'm reading the last book right now and i love it. I wish this wasn't the last one! Those who are other twilight fans, I'm a Jacob lover. I don't know why, but i like him more than Edward. Ed is a pussy who sets no boundaries, I feel like Jacob is a man's man. A real guy. And unpredictable. Only way to be right?

Nadine also called me that night, drunk off her ass. Whats new though right?? haha..i talked to her brother too and he wants to come to my graduation. ( huge sigh) i hope so. we already said the minute i get to Stockholm, I'm changing, saying hi to her parents, and then we are going out and go fucking nuts. They seem just as excited as me.

And oh yeah. I'm going to Italy this summer. So basically i just want the winter to fly by..if i could skip to April, i would. i doubt I'm going to miss any thing too great between December and April, its not like anything happens here!!!!

Today i think I'm going to go shopping with my mom, and then maybe Starbucks to do my homework and read the rest of Breaking Dawn.

Catch ya laterrr =b

BLACK OUT

Power went out.

Dunno, when..probably during the night. We were going to go stay over in Boston but just as we were leaving, it goes on. Of course right? So my parents went into Boston to see the game and I'm going to the movies later to see twilight with a friend. Yee haw

Got free food at Panera today. I ate a Carmelle pecan brownie. Divine. But now i feel really bad. i hate this, why cant i enjoy anything i eat!!!!! It really sucks, its constant all the time.

But anyways, this week has been the same as last. Worked a lot and was stressed the fuck out about school and applications.

But life goes on. The week coming up is going to be just as bad.

My hero shutting it down on the Brazilian Vogue

OY!

It's Sunday! (an attempt at enthusiasm)

So the weekend..let's see..

Friday i was "grounded" so i didn't really do anything except sulk and go to bed early for the SATs

Haha and about that, yeah, kind of didn't go. I set my alarm for 6:40..P.M
So it never went off. I woke up around 9 so there was no way i could go. Oh well!!!!!

So i relaxed before work and then went in for about 6 hours i think. Kind of sucked but it went by really fast. Then after i went over a friends house and hung out, i hadn't seen my friends for a few weeks so it was fun. And we lit up. But it sucked because someone does not know how to roll one!!!! I hardly felt it. Then their mom came home, smelt it, so i left because i didn't feel like listening to her bitch.

Today i went and got my Christmas tree =) and went to Panera =) So overall a good day.

I should go to the gym..hm..i might.
Full week of school coming up and lots of work. Can't wait!!!!!!

LOCK DOWN

Well i guess taking a day off from school wasn't a good idea after all. While i was able to catch up on my sleep, catch up with all my classes and center my mind, my parents thought otherwise. They are really pissed because i didn't tell them till today that i didn't go.

Whatever

I'm 18 years old. And i don't give a fuck.

My mom is acting like a little bitch, go ahead..i don't care. I'm not going to be around much longer, so she can waste her time being all dramatic if she wants. Or she could just get over it and realize its not a big deal.

But i think that's asking for too much. Oh well

So i cant do anything tonight. It kind of sucks but we'll see what my dad says when he gets home. I really wanted to go shopping!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Maybe Sunday, because Friday i have SATs and work. Tomorrow is going to really suck, i just want to skip it. So much for a relaxing and fun weekend..

I'm in a bad mood.

But!!! I find this picture on Sartorialist, with a fur vest. and it is at forever 21!!!

THE MINUTE I GET OUT OF THIS HOUSE I AM BUYING IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oops

So last night at work, i kind of fucked up. Actually i fucked up more than once, i feel like i am making more enemies than friends.

I was in a rush to get to work because i was running late, and i totally cut off the bartender pulling into the parking lot. He slammed on his brakes. i was praying he wasn't one of my coworkers but of course he was.

"So did you not even look??" bartender
" (nervous laugh) eh sorry" me
"yeah i almost hit you!!" bartender
silence

handled that well right?

so then i went into work and stood around for a few hours, sitting people periodically but mostly just standing around. Sometimes texting, because other people have their phones out too so i thought it was cool, but now I'm not sure anymore.

Then my friend came in who i haven't seen or talked to in over a year and i was so excited. The place was dead, so i thought it was okay to sit with her and talk for a little bit. It wasn't.

After they left, one of the waitresses came up to me and said, " Next time your friends come in, you can't sit with them. All of us are really mad at you. You know, your new so you have to watch what you do. Just don't do it again"

I was so embarrassed. I felt terrible because i want to fit in there and become friends with these people and i have set the impression that I'm lazy and god knows what else. I didn't get home till ten and i was exhausted but i couldn't fall asleep till midnight!!!! I woke up this morning, ate breakfast and went back to sleep. And yeah, didn't go to school. I have to go to work today too at 430 and I'm absolutely dreading it. I'm just going to stand there and try not to do anything wrong. I won't have my phone out either because since I'm "new" who knows if it pisses them off.

One of my managers completely ignores me too. Asshole.

I'm going to go take a shower, and catch up with all my homework.

If Tyra Banks saw my outfit today she would say,

"Girl, that is fiereceeee!!!"

Yesterday i got inspired. I found this website called http://thesartorialist.blogspot.com/

It is SUCH a good website. Its this guy who takes pictures of people in different cities like NYC, Paris, Stockholm, and Italy. So seeing all these people and great fashion, i decided to take a peek at my parents closet.

Thats right, i went into the scariest place on earth filled with faded trends and tacky clothes. I knew i could find some gems though. And my intuition proved to be right.

I found this really cool navy blue blazer with gold buttons. It was maybe one size too big but it really worked. I paired it with boat shoes, skinny jeans that i roled up (pulled a Katie Holmes) and an oversized white shirt. Then i wore a gold charm necklace and red earrings. I put on my throwback sunglasses, and i swear to god i could be walking in Rome and fit right in. I looked so European and chic, i wish i could wear it everyday!!

I then took one of my dads shirts and put a brown belt around my waste and i think it looks pretty cool too. especially with black leggings and heels. Might wear it tomorrow, i dunno.

Yesterday had another normal day of school, went to the mall and bought some Guess jeans for work and then went to the gym where i burned over 600 calories! I have been on a fucking roll! But i have to work today so i cant go =/

Hopefully i lose more weight, i think my stomach is getting flatter but it could just be me imagining it or convincing myself. I have been eating good too so maybe some results would be nice???

Talked to Nadine yesterday too for about two hours. We exchanged stories, talk about how much we miss each other, how much fun we are going to have in the spring and new music. The usual but always enjoyable. I love and hate it when she calls. I love talking to her and catching up but i hate it after because i miss her so much and it all comes back. But i have to talk to her, i go crazy after week!!

Getting my check this friday and you know what that means. Kelly is going shopping!!!! Being inspired, i know im going to get a bunch of new cool things.
I have to go get ready for work

See yaa!!!!