Snow Storm On A Friday Night

So I'm trapped in for the night, and I'm browsing fashion street blogs. I'm on StockholmStreetStyle and look who i find. That's right! My best friend in whoooole world =D

And she's shutting it down (as usual). Love the tights and jacket.

I was supposed to go shopping today but of course there was a snow storm so now i think i have to wait till Tuesday unless i want to go tomorrow but i don't really think i want to since i am going into work at 3. GAY!!!!

I didn't get home till 11 last night so i was a zombie in school today, but three cups of coffee helps. A little.

I just glanced out the window and its still coming down pretty bad. Sigh

Might take a peek in my closet..I've wanted to take some pictures of some outfits and get some input but never got round to it. Guess now is a good chance?

Fuck You Miss!

Tonight. After Work. I am submitting my college applications.

Where to you ask??

Manhattan College. Pace University

I talked to my guidance counselor and he thinks I will get in, seemed very confidant about it.

So now, the stress is finally over. I can take a deep breath. Honestly, i feel like a weight is lifted off of me already. My life in the city seems so much more closer, less surreal. Overall i am in better spirits, but of course the anxiousness has only increased.

My outfit today was sub par. It annoyed me, but i wanted to wear my True Religion jeans really bad, and i only have so much time in the morning to plan an outfit, minutes really. But god i love those jeans! They make my legs look so much skinner and the pockets! That's why they are famous right? But no one noticed at school. "True what?" is that new age theology?

No you fucking idiots!

One more day till Friday which is one more day till i go shopping!!!!!!! Things are looking up!

Anyone heard of that show Summer Side Heights?

Its brilliant. Probably the funniest and smartest show i have seen in a long time. Its on HBO and this guy plays 3 people- a delinquent, a drama teacher, and a prissy transfer student. Its hilarious!!!!! Give it a shot if you have a good sense of humor

Dis Moi

Outfit for December 16th 2008

Aldo Black Boots
Express Low rise Skinny Leg Jeans, Black
Over sized black and gray striped sweater Forever 21
Jewelry from Forever 21

I felt fat today. My jeans felt to tight. My stomach overbearing. I wore a big sweater to distract myself from it. I NEED TO GO TO THE GYM

Ever since i started working so much, any time i have a day off I'm too tired or if i have work, there is no time to go unless i wake up at the crack of dawn- which is not happening.

But i am determined to go today. I have been eating pretty good though.

NEW DIET CONSISTS OF:
Fruit
Veg-a-tables
Lean Protein (Fish, and chicken, no dark meat)
Cereal
Cottage Cheese

NO..red meat, bread, spaghetti, anything with carbs basically, and def no sweets or peanut butter.

And lots of coffee.

Its boring but there is no fucking way I'm going to gain weight. i refuse.

if you have noticed, this is a constant obsession for me, so either get use to or stop reading.

We might have a snow day tomorrow, I'm praying to god!! What an easy week it would prove to be..i could finish my Xmas shopping!!! Other then that, nothing much else going on..i need to make an effort to hang out with my friends, I'm lazy though.

That's one of my quirks. If anyone, could be a friend, doesn't make the effort to get a hold of me or anything on that level, i don't really bother. It doesn't bother me really, i kind of just shrug my shoulders and keep living my life. Laissez- Faire Darling. A lot of people are absorbed in this scheme we called high school, I'm not going to claim I'm "above this" but rather, I'm not on the same wavelength. I truly have to put an effort to be interested in what's going on around me, or my friend's lives.

Just haven't found my niche yet. Not here at least. I have had a glimpse of where my interests will thrive, just have to wait i guess...

Four Day weekend

No school Friday, and no school Monday!
Someone is looking down on me, and I'm counting my blessings =)

Last night at Applebees was fucking nuts. Every ten minutes, a party of 7 or more came in and demanded food. The other hostess and me wanted to kill ourselves, i have never bussed so many tables in my life! And then a party of, I'm not kidding, 40! came in and wanted to eat, and they were fucking assholes. So i had to wait around till 11 because they kept drinking, they were a bunch of sky divers. Haha but some were really good looking so i had something to stare at..

I came home, ate dinner, and passed the fuck out.

Friday i saw Twilight. It was better than i expected..I'm reading the last book right now and i love it. I wish this wasn't the last one! Those who are other twilight fans, I'm a Jacob lover. I don't know why, but i like him more than Edward. Ed is a pussy who sets no boundaries, I feel like Jacob is a man's man. A real guy. And unpredictable. Only way to be right?

Nadine also called me that night, drunk off her ass. Whats new though right?? haha..i talked to her brother too and he wants to come to my graduation. ( huge sigh) i hope so. we already said the minute i get to Stockholm, I'm changing, saying hi to her parents, and then we are going out and go fucking nuts. They seem just as excited as me.

And oh yeah. I'm going to Italy this summer. So basically i just want the winter to fly by..if i could skip to April, i would. i doubt I'm going to miss any thing too great between December and April, its not like anything happens here!!!!

Today i think I'm going to go shopping with my mom, and then maybe Starbucks to do my homework and read the rest of Breaking Dawn.

Catch ya laterrr =b

BLACK OUT

Power went out.

Dunno, when..probably during the night. We were going to go stay over in Boston but just as we were leaving, it goes on. Of course right? So my parents went into Boston to see the game and I'm going to the movies later to see twilight with a friend. Yee haw

Got free food at Panera today. I ate a Carmelle pecan brownie. Divine. But now i feel really bad. i hate this, why cant i enjoy anything i eat!!!!! It really sucks, its constant all the time.

But anyways, this week has been the same as last. Worked a lot and was stressed the fuck out about school and applications.

But life goes on. The week coming up is going to be just as bad.

My hero shutting it down on the Brazilian Vogue

OY!

It's Sunday! (an attempt at enthusiasm)

So the weekend..let's see..

Friday i was "grounded" so i didn't really do anything except sulk and go to bed early for the SATs

Haha and about that, yeah, kind of didn't go. I set my alarm for 6:40..P.M
So it never went off. I woke up around 9 so there was no way i could go. Oh well!!!!!

So i relaxed before work and then went in for about 6 hours i think. Kind of sucked but it went by really fast. Then after i went over a friends house and hung out, i hadn't seen my friends for a few weeks so it was fun. And we lit up. But it sucked because someone does not know how to roll one!!!! I hardly felt it. Then their mom came home, smelt it, so i left because i didn't feel like listening to her bitch.

Today i went and got my Christmas tree =) and went to Panera =) So overall a good day.

I should go to the gym..hm..i might.
Full week of school coming up and lots of work. Can't wait!!!!!!

LOCK DOWN

Well i guess taking a day off from school wasn't a good idea after all. While i was able to catch up on my sleep, catch up with all my classes and center my mind, my parents thought otherwise. They are really pissed because i didn't tell them till today that i didn't go.

Whatever

I'm 18 years old. And i don't give a fuck.

My mom is acting like a little bitch, go ahead..i don't care. I'm not going to be around much longer, so she can waste her time being all dramatic if she wants. Or she could just get over it and realize its not a big deal.

But i think that's asking for too much. Oh well

So i cant do anything tonight. It kind of sucks but we'll see what my dad says when he gets home. I really wanted to go shopping!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Maybe Sunday, because Friday i have SATs and work. Tomorrow is going to really suck, i just want to skip it. So much for a relaxing and fun weekend..

I'm in a bad mood.

But!!! I find this picture on Sartorialist, with a fur vest. and it is at forever 21!!!

THE MINUTE I GET OUT OF THIS HOUSE I AM BUYING IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oops

So last night at work, i kind of fucked up. Actually i fucked up more than once, i feel like i am making more enemies than friends.

I was in a rush to get to work because i was running late, and i totally cut off the bartender pulling into the parking lot. He slammed on his brakes. i was praying he wasn't one of my coworkers but of course he was.

"So did you not even look??" bartender
" (nervous laugh) eh sorry" me
"yeah i almost hit you!!" bartender
silence

handled that well right?

so then i went into work and stood around for a few hours, sitting people periodically but mostly just standing around. Sometimes texting, because other people have their phones out too so i thought it was cool, but now I'm not sure anymore.

Then my friend came in who i haven't seen or talked to in over a year and i was so excited. The place was dead, so i thought it was okay to sit with her and talk for a little bit. It wasn't.

After they left, one of the waitresses came up to me and said, " Next time your friends come in, you can't sit with them. All of us are really mad at you. You know, your new so you have to watch what you do. Just don't do it again"

I was so embarrassed. I felt terrible because i want to fit in there and become friends with these people and i have set the impression that I'm lazy and god knows what else. I didn't get home till ten and i was exhausted but i couldn't fall asleep till midnight!!!! I woke up this morning, ate breakfast and went back to sleep. And yeah, didn't go to school. I have to go to work today too at 430 and I'm absolutely dreading it. I'm just going to stand there and try not to do anything wrong. I won't have my phone out either because since I'm "new" who knows if it pisses them off.

One of my managers completely ignores me too. Asshole.

I'm going to go take a shower, and catch up with all my homework.

If Tyra Banks saw my outfit today she would say,

"Girl, that is fiereceeee!!!"

Yesterday i got inspired. I found this website called http://thesartorialist.blogspot.com/

It is SUCH a good website. Its this guy who takes pictures of people in different cities like NYC, Paris, Stockholm, and Italy. So seeing all these people and great fashion, i decided to take a peek at my parents closet.

Thats right, i went into the scariest place on earth filled with faded trends and tacky clothes. I knew i could find some gems though. And my intuition proved to be right.

I found this really cool navy blue blazer with gold buttons. It was maybe one size too big but it really worked. I paired it with boat shoes, skinny jeans that i roled up (pulled a Katie Holmes) and an oversized white shirt. Then i wore a gold charm necklace and red earrings. I put on my throwback sunglasses, and i swear to god i could be walking in Rome and fit right in. I looked so European and chic, i wish i could wear it everyday!!

I then took one of my dads shirts and put a brown belt around my waste and i think it looks pretty cool too. especially with black leggings and heels. Might wear it tomorrow, i dunno.

Yesterday had another normal day of school, went to the mall and bought some Guess jeans for work and then went to the gym where i burned over 600 calories! I have been on a fucking roll! But i have to work today so i cant go =/

Hopefully i lose more weight, i think my stomach is getting flatter but it could just be me imagining it or convincing myself. I have been eating good too so maybe some results would be nice???

Talked to Nadine yesterday too for about two hours. We exchanged stories, talk about how much we miss each other, how much fun we are going to have in the spring and new music. The usual but always enjoyable. I love and hate it when she calls. I love talking to her and catching up but i hate it after because i miss her so much and it all comes back. But i have to talk to her, i go crazy after week!!

Getting my check this friday and you know what that means. Kelly is going shopping!!!! Being inspired, i know im going to get a bunch of new cool things.
I have to go get ready for work

See yaa!!!!

Thanksgiving break

Hello to all...



Well. Thanksgiving break, it was definitely more than i expected. i was predicting a relaxing, utterly boring few days out in Ohio, but i luckily got so much more.



We left after school around four and we stopped right outside Worchester to get some dinner and what not. But Tommy locked the keys in the car. So i knew, this trip was off to a great start! We waited around for a bit till triple A or something got our keys out and then we were off



The first day in Ohio was boring, spent time with my grandparents



Thanksgiving was a different story.



My aunt got a new boyfriend,errr lets call him Coon. I liked the way he said
"coon" (raccoon). he said it like coooooon. haha, so anyways..Coon use to be a sailor and he is now a truck driver. Smokes a lot, drinks more, but a nice guy to say the least. Not too bad looking either. So we had dinner, got to know him, and then we started drinking.



And boy did we drink. Especially me. I lost count of how many glasses i had of peach wine, blueberry too! So I'm totally soaked, and so is Coon. And all of sudden, Obama comes up. And that just set him off. he started yelling at me, saying Obama was ruining everything and i was drunk so i was yelling back. And then somehow the conversation turned to me living in new york city next year. He was going on and on about how "you think you know everything" and all that bullshit. And it wasn't just a little bit of preaching, this guy wouldn't shut the fuck up!! So i said," i find it funny you care about my well being so much considering i met you a few hours ago". Whoa, room went a little quiet. i forget his response but he took it further saying if he comes around that way next year, he wants me to show him around. Awkward again yeah??? haha so i just changed the subject and it was smooth in till they left.












That's me, feeling really good =)






And then..the next day. My grandma was under the impression that Coon didn't live with my aunt. WRONG. we went to my aunts house to take the dog out, but really this was my grandmas way of snooping to see if he was there. He was. He looked pretty comfortable too..computer out, ciggs, jacket, and all his other crap. So they are definitely "more than friends". Haha but my grandparents are in denial..my grandmas claims my aunt keeps him at "arms length" Hmm..i would love to see whats the opposite of arms length, because having a guy living with you isn't that big of a distance.



So we went out to dinner, Coon came later and just ran his mouth about wine and some squirrel in my aunt's attic. He's a trip. My parents are nervous he is going to come to my graduation. Now that would be something.. But i got home last night and just relaxed, drove for fourteen hours straight. NEVER AGAIN!



Today i went to the gym..burned 600 calories! GO ME!!

Might go to the mall later, but i need a shower and get my homework done.



Blah..

Now I'm just counting down the days till Christmas because I'm going to Miami! I want to have sleek skinny legs and a kick ass body for the beach. I'm doing good and i think i'll look great if i keep up what im doing.

APPLE WHORE

So pretty much i worked my ass off this weekend!!!!

Friday- School all day. Then after i met my Nana at Panera to pick up soup and grab a bite to eat. Then rush to the mall to get a black blouse and shoes for work. Then rushed home, ate, and went to work. Didn't get home till ten and just took a shower and passed out.

Saturday- Woke up and then went to UNH to pick up my brother for his birthday party that i didn't even get to attend because i had to work!! lame =/ so i went to work which was wicked busy and after came home and had some chicken and..cake (gasp) i tried to hang out with Mr.pukey, but i couldn't do it. So i just was pissed off for awhile and went to bed.

Sunday- Talked to Nadine on the phone for over two hours. She filled me in about her crush on a Vincent Chase look a like. And i told her about how miserable Hudson is. We then talked about all the stuff we are going to do when i come visit her for my spring break.

And then i thought

i want to spend my summer in Greece. I'll save up for a ticket and go work there for the summer. i mean how hard could it be?? Nadine is going to do it. and i don't to be stuck in this town for another fucking summer. no way!!! so this week i have school for two days then road trip to Ohio

yippee

new music- electric feel by mgmt.
fucking cant stop playing it
has a fresh and chic sound.

tomorrow i want to channel my inner go go dancer for school
should turn a few heads =b

Its A FREEZING DAY

Outfit for November 20th
~Red Nine West flats
~ Express Skinny Leg Jeans
~ Forever 21 Black and White ruffled Blouse
~ H&M Leather Jacket

So Wednesday? Went to school, was exhausted all day because i had a coffee way to late that day and was up wicked late. Picked up my senior pictures and came home, and went to asleep. Woke up around 6:30 and went out to dinner with my parents. I ate salmon and broccoli, pretty healthy. Came home and went to sleep haha..so yesterday was pretty uneventful. However i did get offered a job at UNO's but Applebees called too so i decided to go with Apple!!

I have orientation today at 4 so i have to go get ready pretty sooooon

Nothing else really going on??? Going to the gym after work today (feels good to say that) to burn some calories bitches!! i feel fat today.

Windy Tuesday

Outfit for November 18 2008
~Black flats with gold and white belt from Forever 21
~Tan and brown pin stripe pants form the gap, wide leg
~ Tan sweater
~ brown scarf i picked up at canal street in NYC
~ brown glasses, I'm in the intellectual mood

Today feels awfully familiar..hmm..maybe because it was just like yesterday!!!!

French, remember that quiz? bombed it. i guess I'm really not that good with my pronouns, or should i say pronoms, as i thought. Independent Living was a joke as usual. The rest of the day proved to be rather pointless, but hey, one more day down right? Trying to stay positive here!!

I ate a semi healthy lunch..soup and a sandwich. can't go wrong there right?

Last night i went to the gym and ran for four miles and walked one and a half. Burning over 600 calories, go Kelly!!!!!!!!

Today i have snuggled up, dodging the frosty cold. I am going to see if i can squander a few bucks out of my mom so i can get a coffee and go do my homework at Starbucks since i just checked my bank account and I'm in the negatives..eeeegh

If not, ill enjoy my coffee and homework here. though i would rather scope out my cafe to see if i can brush up against any cute stylish boys. tragically doubtful..

Then off to the gym my lazy comrades!! Where I'll burn off calories and get nice and lean for Miami. Miami you ask?? That's right, I'M GOING TO FUCKING MIAMI FOR CHRISTMAS AND NEW YEARS!!!

Hopefully some thing fantastic happens. No. It will happen. I am going to make it happen. Being the kind of girl i am, you don't let opportunities like this just simply pass by. Got to take advantage of it.

I'll be sporting my Guess bikini with champagne in one hand and my Vogue magazine in the other, soaking up the suns rays and daydreaming about the drunken escapades i got into the night before.

In till then, i am counting down the days!

Ciao Bella!

MondayMondayMonday

Outfit for November 17 2008:
Nine West black flats
skinny leg Express jeans
black and silver striped blouse
black vest
black rimed glasses (felt like looking smart)

So today was a normal monday as usual. French first period. Took a quiz on pronouns, i think i did pretty good. Independent living was pointless as usual. My teacher is so engulfed in her own little world we just sit there and listen to her rave about cache or her dance classes. She is such a stuck up bitch its not even funny, she shouldnt be a teacher. The only knowledge she has to pass on is her ill informed views and tango skills. Lunch i had a sandwich and a luna bar..would have eaten yogurt but they didnt have any!!! fucking a so i shoved 4.5 grams of fat down my throat. oops! goverment was a drag as usual. english was entertaining, we all did an exaggerated boast about out lives and it proved to be wicked funny. Foodworks was boring! And now i am home waiting for my best friend to call me.

Nadine.

Oh nadine, the greatest friend i have ever had. But she is all the way in sweden. She lived with me for my junior year and it was so much fun. But i get to visit her for spring break and its going to be fucking unbelievable!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so yeah, im waiting to talk to her and then do my homework..go to the gym..eat dinner..and then go to bed. whoo hooooo what a great day yeah?

Amy winehouse went on a rant yesterday..thought it was funny!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gv8zZgDmgtI

Dirty Rich Beautiful

Kelly.

That's my name.

18 years of living and breathing in this world.

I live in a quaint little town in southern New Hampshire. Nothing exciting or great happens. Ever. But i am not here to complain, at least not in the first post.

However, i don't plan on staying here much longer..I am applying to Manhattan College in Riverdale, right outside NYC. And there, i can finally start living a life.

Here, the days drone by but i try to make the most of it.

I was born in the wrong country. Everyone who knows me says i have this European vibe, so be it!! I love Europe and i have been there a couple times, plan on going again this spring and summer. I have a lot of crazy stories there that i might divulge later..if i feel like it.

I love fashion. live it, breath it, and work for it. Only reason i work is to develop my sense of fashion more. It's an art which i have an eye for! Boys that love fashion, well i love you too. People who have no sense aggravate me, but its the people who "think" they do..bebe is not fashion, its an upscale DEB.

Music. Always finding new and upcoming people. Lady Gaga is mostly playing on my Ipod now..and Amy Winehouse is a girl i bow down too, hopefully she can put the needle down and get her shit together, doubtful though.

okay that's just a brief overview of what I'm about.

Today is Sunday so that means i do nothing productive, which has been the case for the past few weekends. I'm a zombie in pjs observing the pounds accumulating. But today i plan going to the gym, Hooray for Exercise! Got to keep skinny..very important. I'm 5'10 and my body is a portrait which i drape art on..and nobody is keen for a portrait with bulges.

Also, i have been thinking of getting a boob job. but i don't think it will happen

I think i am going to pull a tucker max and change the names to protect their identity. Yeah, its probably a safe move.

okay so the weekend..

Friday: Went to school all day, after school i went to Panera to meet my Nana to pick up fish chowder. blah. but i had to be polite right? and anyways she was buying me some grub. Then i went to Texas RoadHouse with my friends which was okay, there was a little drama because some of my friends can be brats and immature but i still love them. i think. We were sharing sex stories and Regina* was sharing, (as she always does) and whispered.."he bit my clit" i was appalled and yelled it A LOT louder "HE BIT YOUR CLIT?!?!?!" right as the waitress was handing me my tea, her eyes got wide and we all were dying laughing. Sometimes i lose touch with my surroundings and whatever I'm thinking comes spewing out. well this was a perfect instance! We then went back to Louise's * house and sat around and drank. Boriiiiiing, i decided not to because 1) didn't feel like drinking all those calories 2) fatigue 3) i hating being drunk and bored. its the worst combination ever, not worth it! i went home around 2 and snuck into my room and slept a good 11 hours. i love weekends!

SATURDAY- laid around and took two hours to get ready for work. I work at Applebees as a hostess and went in for my job shadowing where i awkwardly follow everyone around and smile a lot. I love it there though, everyone is really nice and laid back and i think i fit in. think is the keyword, they prob tore me a new asshole once i left. I'm the baby there too which is a little intimidating but whatever, ill embrace it. After i went out to dinner with my parents and grimaced at all the extra calories i was eating. I never can enjoy a meal these days. I then went to a boring party, left within ten minutes and hung out with this guy. It was pretty fun and he was about to kiss me, but it was awkward and i really had no urge. I just didn't feel it, and thinking about it..idk just not really into him. But we'll see..could be wrong

So yes, that was my weekend in a nutshell =b